Memorabilia of Celia

Stolen from Caaaath (:

I'll do this so i dont run out of post topics (Y)
I may miss a few days due to one reason or another and have to catch up with them though D:
aahh well

day 01 → your favourite song
day 02 → your favourite movie
day 03 → your favourite television program
day 04 → your favourite book
day 05 → your favourite quote
day 06 → whatever tickles your fancy
day 07 → a photo that makes you happy
day 08 → a photo that makes you angry/sad
day 09 → a photo you took
day 10 → a photo of you taken over ten years ago
day 11 → a photo of you taken recently
day 12 → whatever tickles your fancy
day 13 → a fictional book
day 14 → a non-fictional book
day 15 → a fanfic
day 16 → a song that makes you cry (or nearly)
day 17 → an art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
day 18 → whatever tickles your fancy
day 19 → a talent of yours
day 20 → a hobbie of yours
day 21 → a recipe
day 22 → a website
day 23 → a YouTube video
day 24 → whatever tickles your fancy
day 25 → your day, in great detail
day 26 → your week, in great detail
day 27 → this month, in great detail
day 28 → this year, in great detail
day 29 → hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
day 30 → whatever tickles your fancy

I honestly dont know what the hell i, or some other people, have done for this to be happening. I have not been lying, scheming, creating cliques within our group, taking sides, and creating divides, sharp ones.
And im sorry if i actually feel some sadness when our whole friendship group, the one thing that i thought was secure in my life, seems to be having a cold war. I never knew that people could be so cold towards it all. not even care? or even fuel it even more? i just dont understand
And while im at it, i am not a machine to be engineered to do anything, i am an indervidual human being, i make my own choices and i dont like good friends of mine being blamed for something that i did. Not that what i did was at all bad.
gahhhhhh

You're only exacerbating things for everyone.

aahhh, see this is what happens when i open my mouth.
I should just become an elected mute. no one would notice.

I wish i'd just stayed quiet.
I actually said to myself a while ago that i was going to make an effort to be less quiet and more honest, and look where thats got me. What the feckface is wrong with me
I dont think of myself as attention seeking, and honestly i dont think i am. But according to my brothers phsycology work all human beings crave attention, so i guess everyone is a little bit subconciously attention seeking, it just shows more in some than others.
GAHH

I feel like a total arsehole

What a great weekend

Saturday brought shopping in my favourite destination for that purpose

I could not love that place more if i tried (L)
And the people i went with were just as awsome

I got some pretty cool and seasonal stuffs (:
I got some sensible shoes finally
THE MITTENS
A waarrrm jumper (:
some more christmas presents (:
AND i managed to not spend all my money, which is the best thing i think

Then a rave rave at gee's on Sunday

Woohoo
Grease lightning

Life Playlist
Instructions: Put your favorite music player on shuffle and fill in the names of the songs in the order they show up. Or you could pick your own songs, but that’s not as much fun.

My friends see me as:
Mr. Brightside

My make-out song is:
Umbrella

My day will be like:
Getting Jiggy With It

I’ll have a good day if I can just hear:
And Your Bird Can Sing

Next time I’m in front of a crowd, I’ll say:
Since You've Been Gone

My message to the world has always been:
The Answer

Somewhere in my wedding vows, I will include:
Sweet Home Alabama

My best friend is like:
Walk Idiot Walk

My alter-ego is:
Jilly Armeen

Right now, I feel:
Falling again

My innermost desire is:
Walcott

What makes me happy is:
Feel Good Inc.

My birth was like:
Smells like Blood and feces (HA)

My theme song:
Merrymaking at my place

My deepest secret is:
Wild Scenes

If I reached the top of Mount Everest, what I would scream:
Funky Shit

My favorite thing to do is:
Dance, Dance

The story of my life is:
Scar tissue

At my funeral they’ll play:
Another one bites the dust (that didnt actually come up, but it is whats going to be played blatesss)

When I’m drunk I say:
Iron, Lion, Zion

Behind my back, my friends think I’m:
Somewhere else

If I got lost on a desert island, I would yell:
C'mon C'mon

When I’m in the shower, I sing:
Don't fear the reaper

My love of life was inspired by the song:
Let's get it started

Highschool was like:
Play that funky music

My family is described by the song:
Medium

How will you die?
Take me to the hospital

To cheer myself up I:
Rock the House

Okay i sort of cheated in that, i skipped songs until i found one that sort of fitted
Oh well.

Ive been a bit blank lately, does anyone else get that? when you just have no main emotion, not happy or sad, just blank. s'weird

Today, it was raining on the way home and i got terribly wet and looked like a drowned rat when i got home. I looked in the mirror and actually said out loud "Oh. God." But then i got into my pyjamas because i was cold and wet and then it was okay because you dont have to care what you look like in pyjamas (Y). Then i had hot chocolate and it was lovely (: